genZwhiteboi ♠️
bbc worshipper • bnwo advocate • imagefap (dot) com (slash) profile (slash) GENZwhiteybo1 • happy new year! ~ i'm a 22 yo white man who got addict to BBC, i confess i'm still kind of in denial about it tho. i think it all started with tranny porn, which eventually that led me to sissy content and, well, by seeing again and again those BBC captions, being curious, when i realised it was already too late, i got addicted, thats the short version and, well, now here i'm struggling with theses feelings of craving BBC, sometimes feeling ashamed, sometimes feeling good, asking myself if its possible to get out, trying, relapsing, feeling guilty, trying again etc. . anyway, i'm actually new to all this blog stuff, i decided to create a account recently, the idea is to get to know more people and share experiences, currently i have been using my blog to share my thoughts, desires, thats all, thx 4 your time
my gf ~ my project
prior to actually dating, i used to tell my gf jokes about me/men using panties
now, thinking back, i ask myself how much of that (and what came after) was me kind of laying the groundwork to finally deploy the BBC pill
we started dating and after a couple days while we were hugging she grabbed my butt and we both had a laugh
it was a funny moment, and that innocent action of her gave me the courage to keep telling her more of my kinky side and so i did
the first time we reversed roles she jerked me off and putted her mounth right next to my ear so i could hear her breathing
in that ocasion, i told her i wanted to be her slut in maid clothes cuz 1-i trusted that she would like the idea 2-and, well, i like it
i really tried my best to not rush my project", so it seemed appropriated to start with a softcore scenario
tbh, it feels so wrong to refer to an part of our relationship as a project. . .
but anyway, as i was saying, i was worried, ofc, of scaring her, of what she would think of me, in short, of ruin everything and, i know, it will sound like blasphemy for me, a whitebo1, to say the following but well, its true, what didnt help me were all thoses thoughts about BBCs in the background of my mind, i mean, seriously, BBCs popping up almost all the time xd(images like the one above)
but getting back to that day - she ended up even insisting on showing me her wet fingers, something to take as a gesture of approval to all of that feminization idea, which, no surprise, made me so excited about the next step : )
by the comments she made after that first time, well, lets just say that my patience is paying off